I'm just done with people in general. Really, I'm just talking about people in real life, interent ppl and friends don't count. Many people my age are already married and have kids, or graduated college. I met with some old "friends" a few nights ago, hoping I would, for once, have a good stress-free time. But it was anything but fun. All they did was talk about their jobs, love interests, plans on having kids, their homes... and I just sat there like an ass. I still live with my parents, I don't have a job (though I am still collecting unemployment) no kids, no love interest... so of course, I felt completely left out, like I do when I go anywhere. Oh yeah, and the fact that no one else likes anime/manga/comics/etc. They talked about "Desperate House-wives" and all those other shitty reality shows and stupid talk shows that talk about...well, nothing. But they asked me if I'm still "draw those cartoons". I guess trying to make conversation, but more sounded like "I guess you still have no life, so you're still drawing cartoons". But really, they don't really care about what I'm doing with my life. All they're worried about now is themselves.
I regret going out that night, I should have stayed home and worked on my "cartoons". I would have had more fun than hanging out with assholes. So I'm done with them. As for my current "real" friends... well, one always says "let's hang out" but never does, and my other friend has a baby and an asshole for a boyfriend, and hear them fighting all them time. VERY annoying. So I don't really have any fun hanging out with them either anymore. It seems like I get more stressed out trying to hang out with them. So hopefully soon I'll get a real job, finish college and move out of the state/country. I'm done with everyone's drama and with people bragging about their wonderful lives with their husbands and great jobs, and making me feel like a sad pathetic asshole with no future. Fuck them.